Dear God

Dear God,

It's been a while hasn't it? I know I don't have to tell you that I've been struggling terribly this past year and half or so, but I have. I've been struggling with faith and belief, and even though I don't want to say it, whether or not You're even there.

What happened to us? I know that if I were to say one of us dropped the ball, one of us moved, one of us broke the ties, I'd be saying that one of us was me.

Well, as you know life is what it is right now. Like most of the world we're struggling financially, and like most marriages, we're struggling to not let our finances get the better of us.

I don't know what would be appropriate at this this time to ask for, so I'm going to ask for what I know I need most in my life.

Lord, I'm broken. Every time I think I've figured out where a piece goes, 10 more fall out and shatter in front of me.

Please, please put me back together again.